I was different my whole life. I always wanted to be unique, to do things my way, to look unusual and special, trying to express myself through makeup and things I am wearing. I always had a mission to embrace things that are not ‘normal’ – why we all can’t appreciate people who are creative and are trying to live their own vision and life instead of judging and being judged? I never felt comfortable being a part of group. I love being alone, peaceful and calm. I love darkness, enjoy nights, candles, full moons, melancholy and misty mornings. As a child, I watched The Addams Family, Beetlejuice, Tim Burton movies, and I loved it so much! I was influenced by it, and I knew I will be on the dark side for life. I was never afraid of showing my creativity - I was experimenting with my look, and I just started to take pictures of it eventually.
I’ve changed many styles through years, but more or less I am Victorian/romantic goth soul playing with the vamp side. I love exploring different styles, combining them and making every look recognizable and unique, edgy and modern. I just want to bring fashion into gothic style, something that is valued and not trashy. I started modeling because people recognized me and my style as something worthy. And modeling for me isn’t a showing-off thing, it is something I love and enjoy doing. Just spreading my vision of life and showing it to the world. Dreams come true, and my dreams are real with my photos and art. So, with my uniqueness comes my vision of myself – dark and broken doll with big eyes, big lenses, beautiful long hair and perfectly white skin, emotional and small, lovely and true to her beliefs. My pictures are always telling a story, and I am trying to say it better every time.
My goal is to start the thing called ‘Doll-gothic’, where all the people that are broken in this cruel world can find some comfort. It is balancing between beautiful and morbid, swinging between light and darkness. And dolls, no matter how broken or haunted may seem, are still something pure, innocent and beautiful deep inside .